will it make difference

main jaag raha tha,

taki desh so sake,

main maun tha,

taki desh hans sake,

main goliyan kha raha tha,

taki desh chen se khana kha sake,

main hamesha ke liye so gaya,

taki desh jag sake,

spectre of terror strikes again , politicians on there job , news channels media on there everybody is busy encashing the situation , everyone trying his/her best. some are thinking it the best platform to get publicity after flops after flops. few running sms polls to fill in few more bucks in there pockets. i am confused over the issue who are the real terrorists those who attacked mumbai and later gunned down by army and NSG commandos or the ones who are attacking after this mayhem. we should negotiate either with Islamabad or Delhi itself .

candle light vigils , series of protests , demand for the better leadership. yup i agree its good to be vigilant but for how many days or weeks. why our conscience speaks after a big thing happens or we were waiting for the same.well i am not discarding the outraged faces of the masses but who is responsible for the condition . well answer for this question cant be sought out.

"phir andheron ke saudagaro se ujale ki umeed lagaye baithe he"

Life underneath............

Its 12:39 few hours more and the stars and moon will be relieved from their job as sun will be the next ceo of sky for next 12 hours (may be less its winter). Its midnight now but my eyes are still wide open thoughts are pouring in and out about career, relationships etc. well we know future is uncertain then too half of our life is wasted on thinking about that I was too doing the same presently, a chain of thoughts was building in my mind similar to few of my friends do with puff of cigarette in front of college. Suddenly this calmness was broken by the whistling of the train I checked my watch it was the time for kshipra express (indore –howrah express). Well this whistling have a transcendental effect on my mind. it again initiated new chain of thoughts well this time they were not just thoughts but accompanied by visuals too. Few more months, and I will be a graduate so as my realm in indore will get over and I will be ready for another life sucking experience termed as PG . why am I saying it as life sucking experience? These are the building blocks of our life. But the answer is simple are we on planet earth for this bullshit or it is planned that way. Will our exit will be as enigmatic as our entry was. There is no pattern in nature every design is unique but aren’t we patterning our lives by moulding it into the same mould every time and searching for some literal life underneath. why am I writing this just because I want it to write for whom I am writing it.when I know I am the part of the same and will be for rest of my life . can I make any difference? But how can I . confused…….. confused………confused. 1:24 now agin heard the whistling of train cant predict which train this time may be the one I predicted before after all it is India. But anyways I am back to my senses but fury of questions still remains unanswered. Can they be answered? I think they are difficult to crack .but simple solution can be(not answer as I believe few questions are to be answered and few to be solved) lets play the part which comes on our way and don’t argue much . but my quest for definite answer for this conundrum remains the same.

THIS MAN HAS GOT GUTS.................. DASVIDANIYA DADA

well nobody can forget the famous scene of dada waving his T-shirt in lords balcony,how can anyone as he was the one who dared to give England dose of their on medicine , well critics may commented it as the ungraceful moment in history of Indian cricket, but if asked to anyone else it was the best he can do , well it was the one of the numerous incident s of his DADAGIRI.

A youth icon , leader, an inspiration whatever said is less, it was all he had in stock to give us before his enigmatic departure.


"Long Live Dadagiri"

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

-ROBERT FROST

GREETINGS-; HAPPY DIWALI?????????????

Ab to ujala bhi,

andhere se,

darne laga he,

"roshni kya hoti he",

aisi behki baatein,

karne laga he,

tufan se bachakar

jalayi he lou maine bhi,

kuch der ke liye hi sahi,

nanhi lou ka hausla dekh ,

tufan thamne laga he.


with spectre of terror,inflation, plummeting markets, lay offs all around my cell rang again with the message reading Happy Diwali, which took me too a deep trance and influenced my fingers to type something , while some are pretending to be happy , few can be heard saying "yeh diwali to diwala nikal gyi" , traditional "rangoli " loosing its colours ,lamps are fainting but then too its Happy Diwali,
Few are celebrating the return of Ram from exile few return of Raj( thakerey) from prison , In the country of festivals and celebrations everybody is searching for single reason to be happy and to celebrate. ohhhhhh my cell ranged again oh!!!!!! not again..........another happy diwali, well i hope u too will find some reason to celebrate.............................................................................

till then HAPPY DIWALI ( oops sorry thats what i can say)

60 years .............................................. yet not discovered

The crippled and wrinkled so called Mother India is getting ready for yet another make over before independence day so now 61 years old Mother india (oops !! crossed retirement age)
getting her wheelchair repaired to reach Red fort for independence day.

Officials must have started searching for " Tiranga" in there stores sto get it washed and ironed or if it is damaged by rodents (as it always) so getting it repaired.



Year after Year passed and now we are 61 years old. we got our independence in stroke of midnight but yet waiting for the morning. if we jot down the achievements even the keys of my system will feel embarrassed .The fact cant be denied that we can sum up our achievements in few pages and feel ourself on cloud nine for a day or two.but if we start keying the scams and scandals even terabytes will be too less.

Several question arises and various debates will go on , Do we really value or Freedom?, Do we really know what independence day is or its just another holiday for "youngistan" to freak out with their buddies.

oops !!! i cant write more, I cant see myself humiliating so much.............................................................

" Lets take our national heroes out of the text book, they are not just to excel us in some exams"

even god cannot save this country - supreme court

Thanks Mr. SC for quoting such a wonderful statement .yes i think if persons like you are going to hold such dignified chairs "even god cant help"

After reading excruciating statement from SC even Iqbal's pen must have sheded tears which once wrote

" sare jahan se acha ,hindosta hamara"

I just want to ask a question to the authority , who is responsible for the condition you ,me, or any other person in particular, definite answer could be thatt we are responsible for it.everybody wants the change , but nobody wants to change.

Honourable SC you have no right to comment in such a manner whatever we are , we are happy , we are happy with a aimless society, a purposeless government, some people running the country who barely walks, we are happy fighting with each other,we enjoy everything.

even we believe

"karmanyavadhikaraste maa faleshu kadachanam"

yup!!!! fruit is never meant for us we are just to make promises (123 agreement). we are just to work.

Let the terrorist do what they wish " evil will be punished for his sins", who are we to hang afjal guru, we can just lift the ban from SIMI. guests are like god for us even if they banged us for 150 years.

we are happy in short we are INDIANS

jai hind